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I just moved from Phoenix, Arizona to the City of New York, NY to be near a family member ..?
I just need some advice. I'm not used the crowded event, and I have a problem getting used to New York. I can not find a parking place, grocery stores are very small. The rent is very high, and my car insurance went from 500 months, every six to 900. I moved here to be near my sister and family here. They think I am waisting my time in Arizona and my work does not pay me enough. i Miss Arizona both the letter i cannot stop thinking or talking about it. I know it will say it's your life and not let anyone control it. I decided move. Nobody forced me. Now I regret it and want to return to Arizona evil. The problem is that I lost my job in Arizona, and returning is going to cost me. Please do not be sarcastic not only wanted to share this with someone who is or was in a similar situation.
Moving is always difficult and needs time to adjust, however I know how you feel – I can not deal with any of the cities. Do you have family in Arizona, or just your sister in New York? If I were you hit me out for a couple of months and see how he feels then, see if you can set the pace. Making friends always makes things easier – and try to participate in some groups to get people. If you still hate after that – then again – there should be no price on your happiness! I hope they can find happiness in one way or another x